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Kamui Gakupo ([personal profile] ilikebigbuffs) wrote2012-04-09 03:12 pm

The most metaphorical demon slaying

[It was kind of refreshing, having a new subject to delve into and squeeze for all the information it had available. He had passed the subject of possession a few times during his research of curses, but never had any reason to search it further. Now, however...a friend was in danger. Week lost to crazy implanted memories or no, he'd been a very, very busy bee.

There was certainly a lot to read on the subject, so his room had become cluttered in notes again. He found, however, that most documented cases of demonic possession he had come across at later dates were instead proven to be psychological ailments instead of spiritual. This gave earlier documented cases more dubious credibility, so he wasn't sure how accurate most of his notes even were. Frustrating as it may have been, it was worth writing down and keeping among the more important notes at his writing desk.

It was dusk now, but Gakupo had already been asleep for...a few hours. He could never keep a healthy schedule when he was studying, and with how long his face had been firmly planted in a compendium he may well wake up with ink on his cheek and nose.
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inshepherdscloth: (the evil that redeems you from good)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
[snarling]

Then what am I? Pitiful mortal, liar, priest of lies, if I am not of Hell, then what do you suppose I am?!
inshepherdscloth: (the evil that redeems you from good)

this is literally his only icon that isn't smiling...

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
AN ILLNESS?!
inshepherdscloth: (das böse)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 11:29 am (UTC)(link)
[trembling with rage, his fists clenched at his sides.

... but there's something other than anger in his eyes, as well.

fear?]

You think... You think that I was born in this wretched body? That I am some... some... weak pitiful human?!

How dare you? HOW DARE YOU?
inshepherdscloth: (opus magnum)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
[he opens his mouth to snarl of course, of course I do - but before the words have even left his mouth, realization crashes in on him, hard and cold:

he doesn't.

his eyes widen in a growing panic as he casts his mind back as far as it can go. he doesn't remember. his earliest memory is of drawing on a wall, a horrified nun scooping him up and away...

why can't he remember any further back than that?]
inshepherdscloth: (das böse)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
This...

His human mind, it... it must have done something to me! Dulled my senses, clouded my mind! I can't... I can't remember! Why can't I remember?!
inshepherdscloth: (the evil that redeems you from good)

1/2

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
No. NO! I cannot accept - I will not accept it! I am a demon, born in the fires of Hell! This is my life's truth! I will show you! I will remember, and on that day, lover of lies, I will show you all the power of Hell!
inshepherdscloth: (the clocks stand still)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[and he slumps back in his chair suddenly, looking shell-shocked.

after a long moment, he raises a shaking hand to put his glasses back on.]
inshepherdscloth: (the covenant is mysterious)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
All these years...

Do you... Is it possible? Do you really believe it's possible? That he's...?
inshepherdscloth: (in the name of the cross)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[slowly touches his rosary]

Then I...
inshepherdscloth: (i will leave life silently)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
... It's a shock.

If this is true, then everything I have supposed about myself is...

... I don't know.
inshepherdscloth: (I will bring the end)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[he nods slowly, and grips Gakupo's hand on his shoulder with his own]

Thank you. Truly, I am in your debt.
inshepherdscloth: (in the name of the cross)

[personal profile] inshepherdscloth 2012-06-03 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[he smiles, hesitant and unpracticed but genuine]